Dear Arthur.... We're over, now please leave me alone!

If only it'd be that easy, just like a break up, then I'd be disease free!  Life's a bitch though, you just have to go out and kick some ass.  I'm on three different medicines for my Arthritis, and yet I still wake up every morning feeling pain and stiffness.  I'm so tried all the time, I hate it.  I've had to cancel plans the past two days with friends because I've just had no energy to go out.  I feel like such a bad friend, they say they understand, but it always seems difficult to make plans again with them again.  I need to find a best friend who is going through what I am, so they'll understand when I have to cancel. I just haven't had any luck in that department.  Everyone I've met is so far away.... it stinks. So is life I guess.